Oh hey, remember me? My mind does not even know how to write anymore. I've been trying to write a thing for weeks now. WEEEEEKS. And I just can't do it. My mind is SO on other things. My mind was on painting every day of September and ink doodles every day of October.
And now it's November I'm supposed to be writing but my brain is so not in that space or into it at all. I keep trying to motivate myself or put in any sort of effort at all but I just can't.
Oh, and PS I still write longhand every single morning, but it isn't inspiring intellectual writing. It's kinda being an outlet for words to fall from my brain to the page and nothing more.
Did my brain just stop? Did I forget how to write? It took me probably half an hour to write this blog post. I'm in trouble.
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You have a lot of wonderful, truly useful things that you are doing these days! NOT saying that writing isn't useful at all! I'm just saying that maybe all your mental energy is going towards Messiah, Tableaux, a new job, lots of niecephews, dinners on Monday, etc!
ReplyDeleteI 100% agree with the comment above. The words will come when it's time.
ReplyDeleteFor me it's Music Recording September, Music Recording October, Music Recording November, and Christmas Music Recording December. The calendar can mind its own business, except when it's Christmas!
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